Nocturnal Kokoro

29.1.13

my dog is sad

no one else in his family is a dog

we are all human except for him

he is excluded from most things

and no one tells him why

he just wants to play

and be loved

he looks at us with wonder

and disappointment

he says hello i am a dog what is my existence

what is that / why it and not me / please can you look at me and love me too

can i have some of your food please sorry i dont like my food so much

do you want to play with my toys? this one is my favourite

do you like me

are we brothers

why didnt i grow up

why am i so small

can you help me be happy

where are you going

I ~~stole~~ borrowed this poem from this book and changed it to dog (it used to be cat).

27.1.13

Places I want to visit before I die or go mad or something like that
(order matters)

- Japan
- New Zealand
- Scotland
- South Korea
- Taiwan
- Moscow
- Iceland
- Scandinavia
- Orlando (Harry Potter theme park!)
- China
- Indonesia
- Rome
- Rest of the world
- the Netherlands (seriously, there is still a lot I want to see here, stuff that most people my age would find boring e.g. Keukenhof ) ^o^

Either I have to start making money soon or I'm going to work as an au pair for the next 10 years.

Sheep are so cute~ *o* another reason to visit Scotland!

22.1.13

Hii~ it's been a while n_n I've been super busy with a lot of things, like moving and preparing for my au pair adventure *o* I thought it would be easy to find a family but it takes so~ much time. I've made a profile at aupair-world (because it's free) and it clearly states that I speak Dutch and English and that I want to go to the United Kingdom, preferably Scotland. Yet I get messages from people all over the world in languages I can't even understand! Meanwhile I haven't even said a proper goodbye to most of my friends TT-TT And my parents keep nagging me that I have to find a job here =_= My parents love nagging.. Oh, and this is why I want to go to Scotland: